Saturday, August 21, 2004

Here lately

I see jesus in these things.

The eyes of strangers.

Children.

Music

A meal with my friends.

When I get drunk.

Here lately I have seen some of these things and just felt something. Sometimes I feel like crying and then sometimes it just makes me so happy I cant help smiling. Not to pose the Question but where or what do you see Jesus?

Getting back to Bebo

Bebo Norman-So Afraid

Take my heart, and wring it out
In Your hands and watch it all collapse
Take Your Love, and drive it in
Into my soul, and never leave again

Cuz I am so afraid
That I’ll find myself alone
Looking for a savior, looking for a home
I am so afraid
That I’ll find myself alone
Lookin for a savior, Lookin for a home

So don’t leave me here alone
Don’t leave me here alone

All Your hope, and all my pride
All this time to watch it all collide
When everyone seems to say,
“You can work it out”
Under my skin, I’m shaking
And I can’t get out

[Chorus]

So don’t leave me here

This is not what You said
It’s all in my head
When I throw my anger at You instead
So don’t give up on me
I want to believe
That You’ll never leave me

But I am so afraid
That I’ll find myself alone
Lookin for a savior, lookin for a home
I am so afraid
That I’ll find myself alone
Deep into the ages, deep into the foam
I am so afraid
That I’ll find myself alone
Lookin for a savior, lookin for a home

So don’t leave me here alone
Don’t leave me here alo


Some times in life i feel this way.

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

The gift of giving

Ok, I have a question and I need anwsers. What do you think about giving to recieve? (giving someone somthing with the intentions of them giving you somthing back) This is an issue that has fell heavy on my heart tonight and I need some help with clarity. I feel all alone in the Goleman household tonight with my beliefs on the matter and I am curious to hear each and every one of your thoughts.

Monday, August 16, 2004

The Next American Idol

Today I was watching some music videos on MTV and I felt inspired to write a cliche pop-rock song. I obviously didnt spend much time on the vocals, but here's the result:

"Vertigo" by Justin Clark

Aaaaaaah Awkward

Man, something really awkward happened to me today. I was filling out an application at Jason's Deli (no, not Jason Graham's Deli, I'd never work there). When I got done filling it out, I walked up to the manager. He held out his hand at about the right height for a handshake, and he was holding it that way too. Now in a split second, I had to decide if he wanted to shake my hand to introduce himself, or to take my application. So I went for the handshake. He had wanted the application. So I should a fish basically, and he smiled uncomfortably. Man, I hate that. I wish I could say that that was the only time that's ever happened, too, but it' not. So, let's open up the floor. What's the most most recent awkward or uncomfortable thing that's happened to you?